Emptiness

Riley and Braska

Time to say goodbye

I remember the first time I saw you both, you were watching out the window at the top of the stairs, it was like you knew I was coming to your house for the very first time.

You both excitedly greeted me, I was curious about these two beautiful medium sized dogs. You looked like a small chocolate labs. I quickly found out you were ½ German Shorthair Pointer, and half Vizsla, a breed I had never heard of. I quickly researched more about both of these breeds, and fell in love with you both. You both were just over 2 years old, litter mates,  you looked so much alike it was hard to tell you apart. As I grew to know and love you more, I soon found the vast differences in your personalities. I soon could tell you apart, even without the magic colored collars you had. Blue for Braska, and Red for Riley. It was the easiest way to let anybody know who was who!

I often said that you two were like having identical twins, with opposite personalities!

I was happy when your daddy asked me to marry him, and I got to become your mom. You two have been a big part of our beginning and will always be part of our hearts.

It’s been a fun time, you both have brought joy and laughter to our home. Riley was always the playful bright-eyed girl, who loved to swim in grandpa’s pool. Braska wanted nothing to do with that!  Braska was smart and devious – she figured out how to open the doors, and even destroyed a door from working so hard at it.

You both always traveled well, and were inseparable until we lost Riley 2 1/2 years ago.  Riley had eye cancer, had to remove her eye at 9 years old, but it didn’t stop her. She still kept playing and occasionally ran into a wall she didn’t see!

Braska was lonely when we lost Riley, I wasn’t sure if she would make it a year.  After a few months I finally convinced dad to let me bring home a puppy. You wanted nothing to do with her at first, but you eventually accepted her, showed her the ropes, and even played with her once in awhile. You taught her a love for ice cubes and an intolerance for squirrels. I believe she kept you active longer than we should have expected.

Braska wasn’t able to defy her age… hearing mostly gone, eyesight no so great… afraid to be touched. One minute playing with the young mutt – next struggling to stand or walk. Seeing her in pain wasn’t easy – knowing that she has lost some of who she was was even harder.

It’s difficult to say farewell, but I know you are ready to be with your sister Riley once again.

Time to say goodbye my sweet girl. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Thank you for letting us share our lives with you.  We are glad the pain will end. We are sad that we’ve reached the end of the road.

When you cross the bridge, Riley will be waiting for you. Don’t steal her ball right away.

I love you. 

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Bucket list item checked!

Feel the fear, and do it anyway!
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Earlier this year I was compelled to start writing down my bucket list – things I really would like to do, or accomplish before I die.

I have several things on my list, most are places to see, adventures to have, classes to take,  places to explore, and few are items on my “want” list.

 

I am very happy to announce that I have recently checked off one of my bucket list items!

I call this both an adventure item and overcoming my fear of heights!  Best of all, I got to check off this bucket list item with my loving husband!

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We spent the beginning of this month at the Balloon Fiesta in Albuquerque, thanks to a dear friend and long time balloonist.  We had a tremendous time with VIP treatment and a behind the scenes tour.  We met some amazing people and spent time with new friends. We have been blessed by being able to take our very first hot air balloon ride at this very large event.

We overcame our “fear of heights”  by  feeling the fear and doing it anyway!

 

Have you started your bucket list?

Are you taking action to check off those items on your list?

I challenge you to start one today, and start planning a way to check those items off!

Life is to short to not experience those things you wish to experience.

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Synergy Team

According to dictionary.com the meaning of Synergy is:

the interaction of elements that when combined produce a total effect that is greater than the sum of the individual elements, contributions, etc.


The Thunderbirds flying high above us yesterday after the AF Academy Graduation 

Like the Thunderbirds, it’s nice to say that for the first time in a very long time we have great synergy at work.  Being a small business owner has its ups and downs and as changes occur, we see people come and go.  We have always had a great team of people that work with us, but with recent changes we have had to say goodbye to some really awesome people. Some took the road on their own and a few we had to let go.

It’s always sad, especially when your company is small, but knowing the new path and direction we are headed, making sure that your team is aligned with you is very important.

We NOW have that team!

I feel really good about our direction and where we are headed. It’s exciting and scary all at the same time.  I see the light, I see where we need to be, and together we, our TEAM, is making this happen.  I am sure we will continue to have those bumps, but as long as we share the same vision, we can inspire each other to keep moving forward.

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Change

Changing is always a constant

In our lives and our businesses, changes are inevitable, changes in people, growth, technology, and processes.

It seems to me that changes are happening at a much faster pace than they did 10 years ago.  At times I feel the hamster wheel is spinner faster than the pace we want to go.  Is it because technologies are growing at an ever faster pace?

I sometimes reflect on the way things used to be, when they were just more simple.

In today’s world, especially in business if you aren’t keeping up with the new technologies, developing better processes, keeping employees engaged, then you are falling behind.

I believe in embracing the changes, but I find myself reminiscing about how simple life used to be. Some days I feel like life and work are just flying past us.

Don’t you wish that you can just push the pause button?  I do!