Emptiness

Riley and Braska

Time to say goodbye

I remember the first time I saw you both, you were watching out the window at the top of the stairs, it was like you knew I was coming to your house for the very first time.

You both excitedly greeted me, I was curious about these two beautiful medium sized dogs. You looked like a small chocolate labs. I quickly found out you were ½ German Shorthair Pointer, and half Vizsla, a breed I had never heard of. I quickly researched more about both of these breeds, and fell in love with you both. You both were just over 2 years old, litter mates,  you looked so much alike it was hard to tell you apart. As I grew to know and love you more, I soon found the vast differences in your personalities. I soon could tell you apart, even without the magic colored collars you had. Blue for Braska, and Red for Riley. It was the easiest way to let anybody know who was who!

I often said that you two were like having identical twins, with opposite personalities!

I was happy when your daddy asked me to marry him, and I got to become your mom. You two have been a big part of our beginning and will always be part of our hearts.

It’s been a fun time, you both have brought joy and laughter to our home. Riley was always the playful bright-eyed girl, who loved to swim in grandpa’s pool. Braska wanted nothing to do with that!  Braska was smart and devious – she figured out how to open the doors, and even destroyed a door from working so hard at it.

You both always traveled well, and were inseparable until we lost Riley 2 1/2 years ago.  Riley had eye cancer, had to remove her eye at 9 years old, but it didn’t stop her. She still kept playing and occasionally ran into a wall she didn’t see!

Braska was lonely when we lost Riley, I wasn’t sure if she would make it a year.  After a few months I finally convinced dad to let me bring home a puppy. You wanted nothing to do with her at first, but you eventually accepted her, showed her the ropes, and even played with her once in awhile. You taught her a love for ice cubes and an intolerance for squirrels. I believe she kept you active longer than we should have expected.

Braska wasn’t able to defy her age… hearing mostly gone, eyesight no so great… afraid to be touched. One minute playing with the young mutt – next struggling to stand or walk. Seeing her in pain wasn’t easy – knowing that she has lost some of who she was was even harder.

It’s difficult to say farewell, but I know you are ready to be with your sister Riley once again.

Time to say goodbye my sweet girl. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Thank you for letting us share our lives with you.  We are glad the pain will end. We are sad that we’ve reached the end of the road.

When you cross the bridge, Riley will be waiting for you. Don’t steal her ball right away.

I love you. 

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Bucket list item checked!

Feel the fear, and do it anyway!
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Earlier this year I was compelled to start writing down my bucket list – things I really would like to do, or accomplish before I die.

I have several things on my list, most are places to see, adventures to have, classes to take,  places to explore, and few are items on my “want” list.

 

I am very happy to announce that I have recently checked off one of my bucket list items!

I call this both an adventure item and overcoming my fear of heights!  Best of all, I got to check off this bucket list item with my loving husband!

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We spent the beginning of this month at the Balloon Fiesta in Albuquerque, thanks to a dear friend and long time balloonist.  We had a tremendous time with VIP treatment and a behind the scenes tour.  We met some amazing people and spent time with new friends. We have been blessed by being able to take our very first hot air balloon ride at this very large event.

We overcame our “fear of heights”  by  feeling the fear and doing it anyway!

 

Have you started your bucket list?

Are you taking action to check off those items on your list?

I challenge you to start one today, and start planning a way to check those items off!

Life is to short to not experience those things you wish to experience.

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My foot and puppy don’t mix

When puppy forces collide with my foot!

I just have to say puppies are awesome, most of the time!  We have had our puppy since she was 8 weeks old, we rescued each other. She was cute, cuddly, and just adorable all 9 pounds of this Lab/Shepherd mix.

Fast forward, she is now 15 months old, she is full grown, still just as cute and adorable as always, only now she is about 55 pounds.  She still loves to cuddle, and give kisses.  She also loves to run and play even in the house, she doesn’t know how big she is.  Well needless to say, my foot and her rapid running had a collision.

Dog okay, foot not so much, good news it’s not broken even though it hurts a lot.  Now it’s time for some rest therapy, a boot (yuck) and hopefully it will heal soon.  Way too much to do, and besides that who is going to walk the dog?

She even has her own Facebook page now!  Check it out! Kota Bacon

 

 

 

 

Love Notes

Just because

As Valentines Day is nearing it has reminded me of why any and everyday should be just like Valentines Day!

One of the things that is special about my relationship with my loving husband is the little things that make me smile.  The little love notes that I occasionally find in my sock drawer, or in my suitcase if I am away on a trip. Yes, he does that, but so do I. We both love leaving each other little special notes. We even write cute little things on the glass shower door for each other!   Sometime he even buys me flowers just because!

It’s special because we don’t wait for Valentines day that comes once a year, we have many days that are special.  When was the last time you did something for someone you love, just because?  Don’t wait for Valentine’s Day, do something today, or any day! My wish for everybody would be to have this kind of special relationship just because!

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